Struggling

Lately I have been struggling with something.

Usually I go back and forth between I'm done, finished to OK maybe I'm not.

I also have to remind my self to go seek out the answer in my bible.

I can always find what I am looking for there. And it seems God puts just what I need to read right to where I open my bible.

Right now I'm in done, I'm in finished mode. I have removed my self and would like it to stay that way.

But what if I find when I open that book God is telling me the opposite?

Dig in my heels and be stubborn or listen to Him and obey his word.

I'm praying the answers I find will make it easy for me to submit to his will. I'm praying the words just jump out and answer my questions.

I'm praying and praying and praying.